Germ

There is something hidden deep inside me, that only my soul knows
It tries everyday, every once in a while to purge that abomination off me
Yet, it cannot and I am stuck with suffering and pain

Does this suffering end, without purifying my body, and soul?
How do I purify that which is not pure

The germ in me laughs at my futile attempts
It challenges me if I can persist my fight
What shall I respond when I havent wont a single battle